ddrboy's Diaryland Diary
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It's all my fault!
Well, I'm going to say this.
Red made a list and I saw it. I agree with everything he says. He has many reasons to leave me. He loves me, and that's why he stays. But, he's tired and he's thought of leaving. Moving along, and/or moving alone. I don' blame him. He forgets that I'm only 22. He's tired of being the bad guy in my diary when in reality, I'm the bad guy.
I'm the one who fucks with him. I'm the one to blame. It's all my fault that he's tired of MY shit.
DUH!
He says I don't take him seriously and again, I agree with him. I take him for granted. I just can't fucking believe that I have done this to him. I've fucken messed him up. Fuck!
Be Back Tomorrow!
10:18 p.m. - Tuesday, Jan. 14, 2003
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