ddrboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yeah... So... March 7th: March 16th: March 17th: March 18th: March 19th: So, yeah, I've moved out and I'm living with my boyfriend. I'm working, getting tips, and hoping to better my life and my family's. It's fucking hard as hell to move out, but I think I'll be ok. I'm kinda crying less and less each day, and I can only hope I'm making my momma proud. I tell my bf that I hope he understands what I'm going through and he does. He moved out from his mom's 5 years ago and it wasn't in the best of terms. I left my mom's cause of this job. After going to beauty school 10 years ago, and sacrificing so much in 2010, I finally have my license and can finally do what I've wanted to do for the longest time; cut hair. It's interesting to live away from mom. I have to do everything she's always done and I have to be more independent. I mean, the bf does a lot, but I have duties as well. He cooks, I clean. As of right now, I'm not giving rent money, only cause I haven't even recieved my first paycheck, but I will contribute. I have to contribute to two households. LOL! I have to help out my mom and contribute to my new household. Ay, growing up is hard to do. I'm scared, worried, optomistic, and excited. I can only see where things go from here. So, what's next? 10:43 p.m. - Tuesday, Mar. 22, 2011 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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