ddrboy's Diaryland Diary
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Picking up after myself...
Seriously, sometimes, like today, he really makes me feel like shit!
I had some drama with my mom that I had to take care of today and also had things to do at home, but I wasn't able to do them before he got home so he had to help me. Fucking HUGE mistake! He just told me that he doesn't want to feel like he has to do everything!
What. The. Fuck?!?!?!
I'm sorry I had shit to deal with today and that's why I couldn't do what I had to do before you got home from work! I'm sorry I'm fucking tired all the time and don't feel well enough to be like you and run around like a chicken with its head cut off getting things done! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like he doesn't think about the things he tells me sometimes and I feel like he's just like his mother: critical, overbearing, and very demeaning. They're so alike it's creepy. I'm getting to know him more now that we live together, and while it's great and all, he is a really moody person. I love him but sometimes the things he says hurt so much and he doesn't even realize that those things he says hurt.
I'm gonna shower and go to bed.
Night.
11:46 p.m. - Tuesday, May. 10, 2011
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