ddrboy's Diaryland Diary
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Tee hee...peeps!
Damn, you people don't update often! I check my buddy list every hour and no one updates! Sheesh! Argh! Come on people...UPDATE!
All I can say is, this is one fucking cool ass song! Please buy her single. Make her number one! Hugs!
Do I have to change my name?
Will it get me far?
Should I lose some weight?
Am I gonna be a star?
I tried to be a boy, I tried to be a girl
I tried to be a mess, I tried to be the best
I guess I did it wrong, that's why I wrote this song
This type of modern life - is it for me?
This type of modern life - is it for free?
So I went into a bar looking for sympathy
I little company - I tried to find a friend
It's more easily said it's always been the same
This type of modern life - is not for me?
This type of modern life - is not for free?
American life
I live the American dream
You are the best thing I've seen
You are not just a dream
I tried to stay ahead, I tried to stay on top
I tried to play the part, but somehow I forgot
Just what I did it for and why I wanted more
This type of modern life - is it for me?
This type of modern life - is it for free?
Do I have to change my name?
Will it get me far?
Should I lose some weight?
Am I gonna be a star?
American life
I live the American dream
You are the best thing I've seen
You are not just a dream
I tried to be a boy, I tried to be a girl
I tried to be a mess, I tried to be the best
I tried to find a friend, I need to stay ahead
I tried to stay on top
Fuck it
Yeah, fuck it
I'm drinking a soy latte
I got a double shote
It goes right through my body
And you know I'm satisfied
I drive my mini cooper
And I'm feeling super-dooper
Yo they tell me I'm a tropper
And you know I'm satisfied
I do yoga and pilates
And the room is full of hotties
So I'm checking out the bodies
And you know I'm satisfied
I'm digging on the isotopies
This metaphysics shit is dope
And if all this can give me hope
You know I'm satisfied
I got a lawyer and a manager
An agent and a chef
Three nannies, an assistant
And a driver and a jet
A trainer and a butler
And a bodyguard or five
A gardener and a stylist
Do you think I'm satisfied
I'd like to express my extreme point of view
I'm not a Christian and I'm not a jew
I'm just living out the American dream
And I just realized that nothing
Is what it seems
Do I have to change my name?
Am I gonna be a star?
Do I have to change my name?
Am I gonna be a star?
Do I have to change my name?
Fuck it.......
I'm sitting here, watching AbFab, and it's about the one when Eddy is trying to lose weight! Sheesh.
I love the fact that Eddy is never happy with her looks. She's always trying to change herself. Just like me.
I'm always trying to change my ways, but I don't succeed. So, I'm not going to tell you what I try to change.
I might change this diary. I might just give it up. I don't care about this diary anymore, cause it seems that since no one reads me, I'll just keep ranting and just read other peoples diary. That's all I've been doing and that's all I'll keep doing! Bye!
P.S.
It's Gus' friends birthday today and I just want to wish her a happy birthday! Hugs!
9:59 p.m. - Friday, Apr. 04, 2003
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