ddrboy's Diaryland Diary
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Fuck you!
I swear, sometimes I wish I could take the past week away. I wish that I didn't do things that I have done. Seen things I shouldn't have seen.
You know, I kinda regret getting my phone, going out, and just seeing things that I've seen. I miss my old life and sometimes I wish I could go back to it.
The life of fucking who ever and not even giving a damn. That way, I would never be lonely, hurt or sad. I'd never be bored, cause I was always on the prowl. Fuck anyone I would see and be busy for a while. Then, just go look for someone else.
Blah.
I hate to get this way, but I'm lucky that I don't act on these feelings. You know!?
Fuck the world right now. I'm in a shitty mood and my plans got cancelled for tonight cause of a stupid phone call that I wish I never got! Fuck!
bye!
9:25 p.m. - Monday, Jul. 07, 2003
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